Life ever thrown you a curve ball?
Man, sometimes it's really strange. Not that I'm old or anything, but I remember when I was younger. Ok, just two years ago really. No problems I couldn't handle, everything going great, my health was fine and life was grand.
And then BOOM! Suddenly I realized that I wasn't God. Or Superman either.
I know that this wasn't any major revelation. But what I mean is that I suddenly understood that it just wasn't really possible for me to control everything and have it go my way. Always.
And then a week ago another subtle reminder. Enough already.
I was in ER again with the most excruciating pain I've ever experienced. Friends called it "male child-birth." If that's really the case, it's a wonder we have population growth. I discovered to my joy and amazement I had kidney stones. In a word, wonderful! But I won't further burden you with this fun.
Anyone else have similar experiences that changed you somehow? Let me know.
The bottom line--what did I learn? I don't know yet, I'll keep you posted. I just know that these last few years have been a blow to my self-confidence and belief in myself.
I've begun to have much more compassion and understanding with others. I think they call that grace. My perspective on life has also changed drastically.
What I think is important these days is completely different than even 5 years ago. And yes, I'm not nearly as cocky, self-sure or thinking of myself as someone who can do anything and everything all the time.
Can you relate? What's your story?
